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ppl who view other ppl in friendster putting themselves anonymous and judging other ppl so canot make it! ‘mou sing kak!’

wondering wat number is tat,today’s date lar…let me think wat interesting happened today..well b4 i went to sleep i found out one of my uni mate is getting married(due to P&C i cant say who is tat)which was quite surprising cuz well i dint think he/she is da ‘marrying so early type’ oohh well..who am i to judge ppl right?after sleeping for almost 10 hours from 3am to 1pm..BUT i was disturbed twice!at abt 8++am i heard this loud splashing of water against my toilet’s window pane..i guessed someone was fixing something which i dint bother to find out…at abt 11++am i heard da same sound again,this time da splashing was against my room’s window n as i was abt to get up to open da curtain to check it out i saw a man’s shadow climbing agaisnt my window so i dint bother to open da curtain…again i assumed someone wa fixing something…alas i manage to wake up at 1++pm…n now it was officially raining!not splashing of water..sian…goto go out pay my credit card bill…alas rain stopped…as i walked out of da lift i saw some workers doing dono wat lar so confirmed they were fixing something which till now i dono wat…went to town,i knew it i was gona spend money again..bought 2 dresses from Zara, sigh…but still happy cuz both were very pretty..haha!as i walked along orchard i noticed dat da christmas decorations was out again..beautiful Xmas trees n decorations along da road..there is this huge n pretty Xmas tree inside of Taka n i heard Xmas songs…isnt tat sweet..me walking alone wit pretty environment nice Xmas songs..aawww…i just told a fren i dint bother much abt xmas as i dint celebrate it but i felt a bit lonely today…sigh…but it seems tats not da case..came bak to Tampines Mall,bought some of my stuff change money tp food n bak home…home alone..haf not been home alone for quite some time,i really hate it when loneliness kicks in!after tat i found out another of my hometown fren is getting married,this one is even more surprising..but as i think abt it…we r not 16 or 18 anymore…it is time to settle down dy…time to start to think abt settling down maybe?eehhehh..for me tat is…think abt it enuf dy…anyway im happy for both frens n hope they haf wonderful lives together n not forgetting my batch boy who is also getting engaged tomorrow!congrates!happy for u guys!

i noticed everytime i blog its when i haf something worrying me…bothering me..on my mind,feel like wana tell someone but cant..need ppl to understand me more?tats y i post it here?i myself dono…

always when frens ask for my advice,i tell them wat i feel but at da end its really up to them to decide wat is good for them.."as long as ur happy,follow ur brains not ur heart n dont regret it cuz u r da one who made da decision" easier said then done huh?as usual….all my life…well not my whole life,i haf tried my very best not to regret watever decisions i haf made no matter how big or small matter it might be,but sometimes it just doesnt work tat way,im not saying i regret da decision tat i made but ppl do haf doubts rite?am i ok to haf doubts?never say never…never be to sure…cantonese like to say ‘hou mau tun’ =contradictive

i think its really funny once i made a decision n wana stick to it…suddenly there r other things,cases,incidents which simply causes me to doubt da decision i haf made..is god trying to test me?but ill get thru it…just need more time to think it thru…n im keeping my fingers crossed tat nothin else bad happens…

something which im looking forward to n actually happy..im going for hol!!!even though im going to hong kong again but at least im going for hol!!! =p n im going wit my darling…happy…n this trip is actually a bonus trip for us,he’s actually going for business there n ill join him one day after my flight n my ticket is free! this is cuz he could claim his frequent flyer points!pretty cool huh…i always c other ppl do tat for their wifes when im onboard but now im getting da privilage,even though its not on SIA but lets hope MAS doesnt disapoint me!haha! im gona travel alone to hk as he will there earlier then me…luckily i always travel on flight or else i think ill be nervous to fly alone!ill be going on da 9nov n coming bak on 13nov,will be celebrating his bday in HK!lucky him! i never celebrated my bday in another country b4!im sooo looking forward to this trip!hope i dont gain so much weight n dont over spend in HK…sigh…