updating…….
so wats new….my roster haf been pretty good 4 da last month,ahem ahem *touch wood* LAX then bak home,capetown then bak home,paris then bak home…somebody’s bragging here..but i believe everyone will haf their ups n down n now its my turn to suffer=manila turn,manila nitestop,colomboturn n hkg turn..oohh well…tats y im so free to blog here…hehhe..n next month im happy i haf ROME! for da pass almost 3 years i haf not smelt ROME b4…so there…
i haf an announcement to make,i almost got engaged!but i dint…this is pretty overdue since da proposal was made last month but this pretty ass haf been bz…ohh well i guess those who call themselves my good frens would wana knoe how da proposal was "performed" but i wouldnt be reviewing it here cuz it would be rather unfair for my beloved so msn me n ill tell u guys…n da big Q..y am i not engaged? i ask myself too.. 99.99% of my gal fren’s responce was like "y..y did u say no…wat r u waiting for..?!?!?!" " i guess i just wasnt ready" all these while i haf imagined my beloved to propose to me in da most romantic n special way i would say yes so ever happily but when da question was popped i just couldnt say yes…i ask myself y too sometimes…y isnt it always like in wat i imagined…maybe some of u must be thinking life isnt tat perfect after all gal…rite? i began to think…i like my life now..even though long-distance might be so frustrating for some ppl im begining to think its not so bad after all…u get to miss da person n when u go bak u heart skips a beat when get da glimpse of his 1st sight…n its ll exciting again..ehehe…n when im bak in sin i haf my own life my own frens whom i really call ‘good frens’ n i haf my own time n space to do watever i like…n da cycle goes on n on like tat….im really begining to like this kinda lifestyle…i think im da kinda person who like my own space…n cuz of tat i love my lifestyle now n am not ready to change it…dont mistaken me by saying tat i do not love ‘him’…as i do love him dearly n i do think he’s da one for me….but at da moment im just not ready to do it! unlike my gal frens some of my guy frens do haf other opinion when i told them abt this story….which i do really appreciate…guys perspective always suits me better i dono y…but my gal fren’s opinions always bring me to my soft side which i shuld haf more often….sometimes i feel like im more a guy then a gal…damn…
for u guys who haf not seen me for ages…fyi i put on weight again…damn it! i just love food too much..heck! i can take a good pic without looking fat in da face….maybe i need a new camera…to make myself look good in a pic…excuses.. my next month’s resolution is to try make myself sign up for a facial package n yoga classes…after i get my bonus tat is..so happy…something to look forward to next month… cheers….
